Crimson: Secrets and Lies of a Living Vampire (Shades of Red Book 1) by T.L. Christianson

Author:T.L. Christianson [Christianson, T.L.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Myth and Moon Press
Published: 2018-07-03T04:00:00+00:00

Once in the car, my emotions overtook me, and my body was racked with sob after sob.

I was so stupid.

I thought that for once, for once, I could make this work. That I could be loved for what, and even who I was.

When I looked back at the house, it took on a menacing shadow.

Elaine was right; this was ending in heartache. My first instincts were right; why did I ever think that I could make this work?

As I backed out of my spot behind the house, my car slid on a slick spot the plow had made.

Pull your shit together!

I focused on driving and grabbed a tissue from the console.

I wasn't going to check into a hotel looking pathetic with tears and red eyes.

As my car came to a stop at the hotel, the other phone chirped.

Perfect timing!

I put the car into park and looked at the text: Tick tock! Where’s our info? It’s been a while.

I huffed, and typed back: I’ve been sent away and maybe fired! Thanks so much for the concern!

Then I deleted my words. I might be mad at Owen, but I couldn’t let the others know what was going on. I didn’t know what lengths they’d go to get the information that they wanted.

So, instead, I wrote: I can’t enter his study while he’s home, I’ll get caught.

Satisfied with that, I chucked the phone into my bag.

After checking in, I sat in my room emptying out the mini-bar and watching reruns on TV.

What am I going to do?

I should go back to school. Maybe science… maybe learn computer coding.

This had always been my problem. I’d always been aimless. This was why I was driving that ambulance… why I married Alexander… why I ended up teaching in the middle of the effing Rockies… And why I ended up spying on the man I loved.

I was like a plastic bag in the wind, allowing life to take me wherever it wanted. Drifting from one thing to another. Allowing myself to be used as a pawn instead of deciding where I wanted to go and what I wanted to do.

Whereas Owen had set a plan for his life. Set dreams, goals, and made them happen. I had a long life ahead of me. Why had I been wasting it?

Maybe I should become a college professor, teaching history or something...

I needed to stop being a waste of a vampire.

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